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You are viewing the most recent 20 entries November 21st, 200903:44 pm:
The easiest way to descride how I feel with out using my own words. Current Music: Pink Floyd - Is there anybody out there/Nobody Home
November 19th, 200911:54 pm: Where is everybody?
Really, everything including facebook looks dead. Current Music: Nine Inch Nails - Where is everybody?
November 5th, 200912:55 am: Don't get around much anymore
When I`m not playing solitaire I take a book down from the shelf And what with programs on the air I keep pretty much to myself Missed the Saturday dance Heard they crowded the floor Couldn`t bare it without you Don`t get around much anymore Oh, darling, I guess My minds more at ease But never the less Why stir up memories Been invited all day Might have gone, but what for Awfully different without you Don`t get around much anymore Oh, darling, I guess My minds more at ease But never the less Why stir up memories Been invited all day Might have gone, but what for Awfully different without you Don`t get around much anymore Current Music: Ink Spots - Don't get around much anymore
Tags: 1930's, loneliness, music, olde time
August 5th, 200909:09 am:
So much I want to say, but my words are failing me. Things are getting better, though nothing has realy changed. Nightmares stopped, sleep schedule still messed up, boozeing cut back to acceptable levels, and still not smoking. I find myself being bored alot but being broke for two weeks straight will do that to a guy. Can't wait for payday, I need to get out of the house. Current Mood:  awake
June 9th, 200909:32 am: livejournal is dead...
long live the next internet fad. Current Mood:  tired Current Music: Call of Duty 5 theme
December 6th, 200805:00 pm:
In 2008, winterminute resolves to... Become a better art. Get back in contact with some old sega genesis. Apply for a new dracula. Overcome my secret fear of simpsons. Put fifty comic books a month into my savings account. Find a new shadowrun.
Current Mood:  amused
December 3rd, 200803:48 pm:
"Why does it come as a suprise to think I was so naive. Maybe it didn't mean that much, but it ment everything to me." Current Mood:  depressed Current Music: NIN - What I Get
December 2nd, 200804:20 am: You can't stop fate...
It's in my head, like a cawing crow. Why is this my fate? What did I do to deserve this? I'm going crazy. I have practically no close friends, I can't hold a stable relationship, or make enough money to actually be independent. Really though, the truth is fate hasn't fucked me over, I just made really bad decisions in life. Current Mood:  pissed off
October 7th, 200804:38 pm:
I think I'm losing it. It took me an hour to find my old journal, road2atrocity. I had completely forgotten about it. And after further inspection, I realized I'm one strange fucker.
May 26th, 200807:10 pm:
Now my interview was postponed until tuesday of next week, because the Gamestop manager was ill. That's understandable but I had plans with friends which I'll now have to cancel. I'm sure they'll understand, I really want this job. Stupid waiting, stupid illness. On unrelated issues, there's more going in my life but I'm afraid to deal with it. My drinking is a problem. It's affecting the lives around me. The week before last someone gave me a bloody nose because I turned into an asshole for no other reason than I was woken up from a drunken sleep. I desereved it. All was forgiven but I guess I didn't really learn my lesson. I think back to 5 years ago and how I hardly drank. Maybe once every other week, now it's almost a nightly routine to have a beer or three, and then a bottle or Whiskey once a week. I can blame the stress at work but I don't think that's it anymore. Current Mood:  restless
May 25th, 200807:36 pm:
Afer months of bugging employers and looking for a job. I've got an interview at Gamestop tomorrow. I hope this turns in my favor. Current Mood:  nervous
May 16th, 200812:34 am: Big Brother is Mocking You.
Apparently the local paper told me gasoline went down 2% last month. I must be crazy for not believing it. I must not have bought gas all of last month. By the way did you also know the unemployment rate has decreased. GO America!!! Current Mood:  sarcastic
May 11th, 200801:38 am:
I complain too much. I'm melodramatic, sort of. On top of that I (still) drink a lot. I'm not drunk now, and I'm not complaining. I'm just stating facts about myself. I should grow up a little, because I really don't think my life is all that bad. Current Mood:  sleepy
April 25th, 200812:42 am:
So lately I've been applying for local jobs like mad. I can no longer afford to drive 25 miles to work, while paying rent, student loans, car payment, insurance, food and all that other crap that comes along with living on $9.75 an hour. Especially now with gas at $3.50 a gallon and that lately everyday at work now is a Monday. Meaning non stop calls all day everyday, becasue a greedy billion dollar company can figure out, in a months time, how to get an automated system working. I have a solution throw some money at the problem, I mean ding. Hopefully I can make a new job happen. Even though it sucks ass now, I'm still making 100% on my quality reports. So fuck you Texas. Current Mood:  hopeful
February 24th, 200812:31 pm:
Hey everyone! Bet'cha didn't expect to see me post. Whats new is that I moved, I live in Donora. Things are going well. Strange writing on here again, I wonder if anyone still uses their livejournal? Current Mood:  happy
June 2nd, 200601:09 am:
I haven't updated in forever, sorry. I suppose things to suck to make me want to write. And of course, I don't feel like sharing details. Current Mood:  introverted Current Music: Circle Jerks - Jerks on 45
February 3rd, 200610:27 am: New Phone #
724-469-1993 Call me I would appriciate a good friend. Current Mood:  sad Current Music: God lives underwater
December 16th, 200507:28 pm:
About two days ago I realized I really miss my friends. Since that time period I must have attempted to contact everyone I wish to hear from, and I think I may be invisible or mute. Maybe it the living on my own thing, but really I can't remember how long it been since I had a good, long conversation with an old friend. Bloody Holidays making me sappy. Oh yeah, I hate christmas songs. Current Mood:  lonely Current Music: Type O Negative - Red Water (Christmas Mourning)
November 24th, 200510:01 pm: That new house smell...
Who would have guessed it was old cat pee. So I've been in my place for a week now. Though the last two days were quite dull. No TV channels, no computer, and no one to stop by. For the first in quite some time I had no idea what to do with myself. I tried watching some of the movies I bought months ago and never viewed, man do I buy some god-awful crap. Mad Max (the first one) kinda bites, I wasn't pure crap but the director didn't even bother to fucking finish it. It just stops once it's getting good, the wanker. Next was another imported Aussie flick "Encounter at ravens gate". About an alien invasion which had no aliens, I didn't quite understand... This makes me almost dread reading some of the books I bought in the last few years. Current Mood:  blah Current Music: Mad Season - Long Gone Day
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